if you know me...

so, if you know me, you know that when i get my mind set on something i tend to make it happen or at least obsess about it until everyone around me is so sick of hearing about it that i go into a hole and don't answer the phone or go out and about. how could i though? i mean, i have this brilliant idea or concept or whatever and no one else can see it or has any interest in it what-so-ever. perhaps that is the world saying, "go ahead tim... do it. but shut up and do it and get outta my way... oh, and get me a sangria swirl while you're up".
now, i know i'm being very vague, but i have to be. i have several ideas that i want to work on right now. some include music endeavors, some are more along the lines of starting a business. the music endeavors i can talk about... they are more like writing/recording projects. one is just me, a keyboard, a drum machine, a guitar, computer and a microphone. another one is more of a group project that includes instruments i've never worked with like harmonicas and slide guitar etc. i've got a couple of music projects that i can't talk about as well but lemme just say, iTunes, MTV and royalties.
as for the business ideas... well i'll have to keep them hush hush right now (more on those in the coming weeks perhaps... but the photo should give you some clue). just know that i am going to be working very hard to make things happen in the coming months/years. i can't sit around and wait for others to jump on board. that just isn't realistic. not to mention, the one's that were supposed to be on board that i pushed away (because they either have other ventures they're working on or i was overbearing and obsessed with every detail or both) still seem interested enough to want to be a part of it but i don't feel they are in it as much as me... and these are my friends. how do i tell them i don't think they're into it enough for me to want them to be a part of it? i dunno???? i don't want to lose any friends over this but damn!!!! i wanna get shit going. you have your businesses, i don't. i have time to put into this... and quite frankly, you don't.
so, if you know me... you know that when i get my mind set on something i tend to make it happen or at least obsess about it until everyone around me is so sick of hearing about it that i go into a hole and don't answer the phone or go out and about.
this time, however, i am going to come out of that hole with a new perspective on things. i am going to make things happen... you just chill.